So you will always meet someone that will change you in some way or another. I have had someone do that for me. I also had them hurt my feelings more than I think that they will really ever understand. That’s okay too, I waited for days to tell this person how I felt about what they did to me and how I felt about them. In the end I never said the words to them. I think that they might already know what they did to me and if they don’t… Shame on them. I am unsure if I would take up battle for this person or even build bridges before they started their half first. I honestly think that this person needed to hurt someone as much as they hurt on the inside. After all hurt people, hurt people. Whether the response is right or not. This person knew they hurt me and they knew it when it happened that they were hurting me too.
The point is, do you really need that last word to tell someone that they hurt you? Do you need to let them know that they did? Do I need that closure of that relationship? Yes, I do but I had to give myself that closure and that person gets little or no interaction with me and in some cases not so nice. They might think I am being rude or whatever, but how much can you let someone abuse you and walk on you before you say “FUCK YOU!” You never should let anyone walk on you no matter what they might be to you.
In the end I will never say a word to this person on how much they hurt me. I just have to walk on by and hope that they don’t do it to someone else and become a serial killer of friendships and hearts. What a world we have come too that we have to worry about our friends stabbing us in the freaking heart? Fuck this…
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