Bitch Out

You know what I am a complainer. I like to complain. But what does it say when the complainer says that it is just time to stop complaining? Its pretty fucking bad. I am almost to the point to stop talking to this person because they are bringing me down so bad.  I don't want too but I am trying to do things better in my life fix my mistakes why do I need someone to keep reminding me of my faults and or making some things worse than they are by exaggerating on a particular situation. Yes, I have made some really bad fucking choices have hurt lots of people but damn fucking shut up and change it. Its already known your not going to take any ones advice but your own so just fix it, see it, own it! I have to every fucking day. Even if its a little mistake I still have to own up to it and fix it. I can point and blame for so long and boom right in my fucking face again. Fuck that shit. Just deal with it and take care of it don't swim around in your own shit for years because your too fucking scared. Stop saying that your gonna do and then never do. Just make yourself happy for once. Damn.