Signing off...just for a bit.

Today I deleted my Facebook account. I am unsure if I will go back. I dont think that I need it. It seems like a big deal. It really is. A lot of my friends and family are on it. But there is always something. Just as much as there is good, there is bad. I know those that are my friends will come read my blog. If they actually were reading it. But this is not about my blog. It is about me. About where I belong in life. I dont need the added on drama. I dont want to know other people's problems. I just dont care about it that much. Maybe that is what makes me such a bitch as my brother likes to call me. But sometimes I wonder if people really use their brains? Have I crossed some kind of bridge that I can just look at people and go "what the fuck did you think was gunna happen?" I mean really I know I have made choices that people have looked at me about and thought the very same things. "Are you sure you really want to do that?" and "I wouldn't do that if I were you." and my favorite from my mom "you did what?" I see myself saying these things a lot. I dont know why. But sometimes I wonder why I enlisted in the whole idea of people in my life. They complicate my thoughts. Yes, I am a person. I am just as human as you but at the same time I am done dealing with the crap of people. People are dumb. They piss me off so much. Yes, I am sorry I really really like it in my head right now. No I am not depressed, in fact I am very very happy. I feel my fingers tingeling and if someone gets in the way of it, it will go away again. I dont have time. I have wasted so many years and it is all about to spill into a void if I do not do something about it first. Fuck the rest of it. I need to get this out. I dont need the interaction in the drawings of it either. Call me selfish but this is me signing off for just a little while...just so the void does not become full of my words.